Carrie on

Note: I didn't just write this...and I didn't write it to publish. I did just find it though, and I decided to publish it. Here's why: My disposition is happy, favorable, positive. I spend most days genuinely investing myself in inspiring others--it invigorates me so! And people often comment, "You're so happy!" "You're always SO positive!" Well, that's just not so....just ask my family (sigh). I'm not an ogre (well....) but I have my moments--tantrums even, and I think it is only fair that I represent myself in balance. SO, here's my other side....at least a glimpse. I wrote this a month or so ago, and as often happens, once I write something, I feel compelled to do something about it. So, I'm proud to say that during our last 3 day snow adventure (all 20 inches) I did the things I hadn't done is all so long...I danced with my children, I sang, we baked cakes and cookies, we painted (and I didn't freak out, we spille